A Teaching Lesson....

[Patricia Ann Pearson]

A few days have gone by, and now I must add to this writing adventure. Before I carry on here, let me say that I am enjoying this new path I am taking and loving each step, moment by moment. There are some bumps along the way; challenges within challenges, but it’s ALL rewarding.

I started a course called “Inspiration to Implementation” with Craig Perrine. If you do not know who he is, you can go to this website of his - http://www.maverickmarketer.com/. This past week is the second week into the course and I am seeing how certain doors are opening up. The energy is stirring and the excitement is coming back - feeling and acting like a child. This excitement surfaces from deep within.

The course is assisting me to know my inspiration within myself - to move to the next level. It is taking me to higher levels that I was not even aware of. When I stop and can reflect back this is when I notice such leaps - it amazes me! I am recognizing many qualities within myself. I still see that I have additional lessons I need to learn. The best part is that this life I am leading is not planned…each part is taken as each moment occurs.

Back to the course I am taking. The first session was a tele-con group which went well. I felt like I knew most of what he was discussing, yet I took many notes. It’s interesting when an individual outside yourself is speaking to you and you find yourself reminiscing of the past. The past is the present - the present is the past - and what will be is the future.

Now, the second session was a one on one tele-con. Now this occurred extremely fast. First an email in the morning. Next thing, we were on the phone talking. Talk about quick actions. I did not know where this conversation was heading nor what I really needed out of this call. But the magnitude of this call (a full hour) filled me with happiness. So when I hung up, I was hooting and howling…..this was awesome!

I surprised myself in the conversation that occurred. For someone to tell you what they hear in your voice regarding your inspiration, makes it more powerful within yourself. Your tapping into yourself with something you believe in. Watching yourself turn page after page of what is going on inside of you and moving in the direction you are feeling. It’s a different approach - it’s not coming from a friend or family member. There is something else there.

I think once the first inspired idea within oneself occurs…the other inspired ideas will follow and come more naturally and more comfortable. Your confidence builds and the love that grows with it pulls the energy forces faster and greater to the inspired ideas.
Watch out…the movement begins.

I watched the movie called, “August Rush” per Craig’s recommendation first session. This movie demonstrates the avenues of ones self…the power within….faith….hope….belief…and holding on to something that is valuable. It will take you to that place - in time. The awareness one has inside of them will happen. This movie touched me in a profound way.

I found many parallels with this movie. I found myself reflecting on my own past. It enlightens me to do this because it is opening the door of what and where I am -- wanting to write - wanting to touch others. Each piece that is occurring is opening the door slowly to get to the next level. Within all of this I have learned a very important piece within myself. I have a block….

When I asked a certain question regarding obstacles…. then gave the list of what is happening with me…I learned a very strong piece I need to work on. What is so interesting is that I knew within myself that I want and need this change. I felt helpless because it is pertaining to my family. But my one on one call with Craig enlightened me. It made perfect sense to hear an outsider explain what he sees occurring. I am the key and now I have to initiate the change.

My obstacle is a boundary issue. I can always make time for everyone else but for me I have the hardest time. Little by little over the last several years I have been working on this and slowly making a change. So I already new this issue in my life. But something bigger is happening now….I need more time alone - now - to write…to catch my thoughts when they are occurring. But what is happening is I can get started writing…a flow is going and suddenly a distraction. My husband needs me to assist him with something, one of my daughters needs to talk, I made a commitment to baby-sit, my grand-daughter misses me and wants me to be around her and the list goes on. Then when I try to get back into where I left off…I find it difficult to get back into the groove. Now frustrations come in….but the phone rings….need to go to the bank…go to the store….okay now it’s time to cook a meal. Sound familiar…..no time……hmmm

Yes, I am realizing I need to be left alone. The habit is so engrained with my family, that even with me asking seems to be difficult to break; including with myself. No is the hardest word. Then when I am doing something and someone wants to talk…I have caught myself in a different tone. This is not good. It’s a change I need to do now…This is a boundary issue….and yes, I take responsibility for this. So now I need to work on this….and no, this doesn’t mean that I don’t love my family any less. I am loving myself in another way. Giving myself permission to allow myself my life. Yes, for me! What a positive feeling to say this out loud.

I am going to apply some EFT to this situation. This has surfaced in an unusual fashion and it is very strong. With the right tools I will apply and make change occur. This will permit me to move forward in my writings and in other areas as well.

I love learning about myself and making my life better. I become a teaching tool to demonstrate to my family that change is great. Another benefit is that it will affect anyone I come in contact with.

Peace - Harmony comes together stronger and stronger each step of each learning lesson. To share this is the next fulfillment one can give to another. All part of Seeding Together….

Isn’t this a glorious process….. Smiles